Yes, it's been a while. I've been preoccupied with maybe having cancer. But I don't. Yee haw!
Over the past month I've had so many thoughts, so many conflicting emotions, and of course, so much lack of patience. If we can put a man on the moon, why can't a doctor figure out what's wrong with me?
But that's over now, except for waiting for something new to pop up and freak out all over again.
Next Friday I have an interview with the Counseling Master's Program at EIU. Praying that goes well.
Got a call today that my house did not appraise for a fantastic amount (curse you stinky housing market!) so I'll have to pay some of the closing costs. But still going through with the refinancing. Stupid not to, considering the long run.
Still seeing John Deere. He was wonderful while I was recouping from surgery. He was here every night, brought me food (always a winning strategy!) and we had a lovely little dinner for Valentine's Day.
Next Sunday will be one year from the day The Ex allowed me to get my engagement ring fixed knowing he was going to ask for it back, then asked for it back. Jerk. Well I followed his advice and found someone closer to home. However he reneged on the whole "I still want to be a part of your life" crap. Just as well. He was a like a black hole, sucking all the life out of me. I hope he's happy with the new woman and his new Corvette.
Still just a wee bit angry about that one...
